I can’t write. I’ve been struggling for a long time now. For like a year, I think. I’m out of practice, out of motivation, out of … something. I don’t know. I can’t get myself to write. I have thoughts, ideas, and want to write them out but I– just can’t. I can’t put the words onto the page.
It’s all stuck inside and I don’t know what to do.
I guess I really shouldn’t call myself a writer anymore. Writers write, even when they don’t want to.
I know all the advice is “just do it!” and “just write like 250 words! and then move on from there!”. But I can’t.
I can’t get it to come out. I start getting anxious and aggravated and it just isn’t worth it, so I move onto something else.
I guess I’ll try to write at least a hundred words before I go to bed tonight.